January 2009
1 post
October 2008
3 posts
THE PRE-ORDERS are signed with notes inside- plus...
dradams:
just an f.y.i.
i will be sure and try and leave you fun stuff in your pre-ordered books. I spend the holidays, and the winter months alone usually (not this year) but regardless, i spend them out of country (always if possible) and I can think of nothing sweeter than making sure if you spent the money, which i understand you are ALL WORKING YOUR ASS OFF FOR with VERY LITTLE IN RETURN...
September 2008
22 posts
OHIO
dradams:
it’s the day off (not for R2) (moi) i always stay busy. it fights depression and i find it a good thing to make stuff. it keeps me healthy and happy.
i have a stomach ulcer i think. i was in so much pain the last 48 hrs and i thought it was a pulled muscle because i have had those from playing metal and from yoga too, (or even just a belated poop- but no, pooped twice) ……sheesh.
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dradams:
CARDSLIVETONIGHT. movie one for a friday night hotel warrior. i hope the guy’s get bored and text me (they won’t…..) whatev. i’m no fun actually cause i talk about physics and i know how annoying it get’s i mean, i don’t even know why i get so heated over Leonard Susskind. I mean, war with Stephen Hawking all you want, really, and I won’t not be able to look. why do I like this stuff....
Terminator5/Sex and the City Robots
dradams:
now, like if Carrie works out some lazer esp thing device- Miranda goes wild and get’s like armor and falls in with the badguys- then like- the terminators come through becaue somehow, Sarah (i think that is the name of the character in the first movie, Sarah Connor (he goes through the phone book like in the movie in an ACTUAL WORKING PHONE BOOTH (we don’t see many of those anymore)...
K.O. Computer (goodnight internet)
dradams:
Foggy,
I am so fucking alone. I hate this. And me, with my one thousand distractions, what do they mean. They mean I am alone. Lonely. Insufferable to even myself. It feels awful. But I know who I am and what I am and what I like. And I dislike even thinking about things I dislike for I like things so much I feel like the weight of my own fucking nagging inspiration sometimes feel...
hi
dradams:
not posting in here anymore. but i still like you foggy.
i am upset.
who cares.
dang. my days were always brightened a little from your words of encouragement…hang in dude and i hope you fine a safer, more comfortable place to write your words.
everyday....HANG IN!!!!
dradams:
everyday i feel something new.
everyday i try and be well, and when i can’t I try and be okay with knowing I am not always going to be.
I suffer so many instabilities. I have to try and remember to keep myself above water, not to blame myself that I am slightly over-emotional, that I suffer ADD/ADHD that I have insomnia, that I am manic, that I am, well…not perfect.
I struggle with...
Neal can MetalSolo so fast- it sounds like a Van...
dradams:
….man, he does this finger tap thing. i dunno man, he only does it if you like super beg him to do it, but i am so going to beg my ass off for him to do a solo, like a real gunsnroses type solo where they do the spotlight and everything- omg that would be so rad and also dumb. (I saw him do it once for real- where he got lost and it was, and i do not say this lightly, George Lynch good-...
boston=wowza
dradams:
boston is quite lovely on every level i must say- i like that you can kind of sense the water, either in a downtown park- in the small streets of old theater buildings or the neighborhoods- which remind me somewhat of chapel hill or raleigh nc. oh, speaking of, i saw a guy riding a bicycle today with a POLVO t-shirt on. how fucking awsome is that. fuck. lovely.
i am going to o.d. on...
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dradams:
it’s awful i’m exhausted but what ev enjoy or not. nite. i play gtr in the cardinals i’m dumb,. yay.
beautiful.
May 2008
1 post